Before I Die

SANTORINI, Greece

Countdown and Other Scary Things

H-7
to the new month called
APRIL

HELP MY BRAIN

I heart RETRO

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My adorable friends Alexandra Ancilla and Nike Mutiara Joewono

Mental Derangement

You are afflicted with love sickness
Have been destabilized by falling in love
You are afflicted with obsessive-compulsive disorder
Constantly checking my social network
You are afflicted intrusive thoughts
Impulses to violently harm a person

PLEASE
GO AWAY SON OF A BITCH
DO NOT IRRITATE ME
DO NOT GIVE ME ANY B'DAY PRESENT
DO NOT GIVE ME HEXES THROUGH MY SHOES

You are sick
and
You need expert (psychiatrist)

ciao!

p.s. no wonder you don't have many friends, sick man!

I am in love with another Mayer

Yes I am in love with this Mayer. Not John Mayer but Mayer Hawthorne! The new artist from Stone Throw Record is giving contemporary soul music to the listeners. Born and raised in Detroit, Mayer will debut his album to the world THIS SUMMER! yeeeeahh!

He's not only untrained singer, DJ Touring Artist, but also has a rapping alter-ego known as HairCut. Taking Barry White, Isaac Hayes, James Jamerson and the Funk Bros, The Moments as his influences, 29-year-old white kid released his first two singles ‘Just Ain't Gonna Work Out’ and ‘When I Said Goodbye’ which are MY FAVORITE! It's hard to believe that getting those two singles are really killing, just full of struggle. I cant wait for his new single 'Maybe So Maybe No' that suppose to be released this March.

Dj HairCut aka Mayer Hawthorne. Chicago 2008

Please come to SG. will YOU??

Before Sex and The City

Last time I watched this movie called Sex and the Single Girl. It is an old movie based on best seller novel by Helen G. Brown. Around 1962 I guess (even my mom was still a few months). Later on it's inspired Candace Bushnell to make Sex and the City.


I amaze with Natalie Wood. She played the main role as Dr. Helen Brown, psychiatrist, in that film. She was really chic and so 60s. I love her bob hair and the way she puff on her cigarette. Really different kind of Audrey Hepburn!

Color Blocks

WAKE UP PRINCESS

Well prelim is over but final exam is not. I only have 1.5 months approximately to study all the materials. I made some schedule before and I AM REALLY trying to stick with it. Today I supposed to study poa, unfortunately sisterhood and the traveling pants 2 was more exciting than those POA books. sob sob.. I just want to scream at my face, 'Princess please wake up. The time is coming! Don't you afraid of all questions from London??' mmppff..
By the way, I just got a horrible news from my family. It really makes me wanna cry. Sorry I can't tell, it's too personal or there is no body whom I can trust in. Maybe if it's getting worse, I can tell you. BUT I hope everything is ok. For now I can't be able to go out with friends and have some fun in this kind of situation. Sorry I just need my time to figure this out.

well I hope Princess will wake up soon from her beautiful dream.. I think she forgets about the real world.

ciao!

Shoes Parade (pt 2)

I am sorry

Sorry, I'm being so rude lately.
Sorry, I'm not in very stable mood.
Sorry, I'm facing big problem which is my fear.
Sorry, I'm having exam and I can't handle it well.

Sorry, I don't want to go back home this year.
Sorry, I can't explain why.
Sorry, I have my personal reasons.
Sorry, I just wanna go somewhere else.

Sorry, I'm out of all social network.

Sorry, I wrote this blog together with my tears.

Meet My New Best Friend

No Complaint
No Judgment
No Backstabbing

Show off Syndrome

Hi A!
I know you're rich boy from high class family
I know you're attending medical school
but please stop showing off to people
by writing in you personal message
something like

on iphone
need magsafe power adapter
on my mobile phone

HELLOOOOO
you are such a dork!
not only you who use IPHONE
not only you who can online on mobile phone
not only you who have macbook

I know it's your show off syndrome darlie.
son of a bitch can pay all the bills to get what he wants.

I can't save you from

homesick
cause I no longer know

what home is

1st

1.Who was your FIRST prom date?
everyone knows it

2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love?
nope

3. What was your 1st alcoholic drink?
rrrrr.. beer I guess. when I was 4th grade.

4. What was your FIRST job?
selling cupcakes at school bazaar. (really proud of it)

5. What was your FIRST car?
I'm not wealthy enough to buy a car

6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today?
sandra

7. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning?
mommy

8. Who was your FIRST grade teacher?
I forgot.

9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?
maybe Bangka Island. well i dont know. ask my dad for accurate answer.

10. Who was your FIRST best friend & do you still talk?
Aravinda Devi. nope. but I know she's currently in Ausie.

11. Where was your FIRST sleepover?
at Marsha's

12. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today?
Daud, he just called me.

13. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time?
forgot, auntie amelya i guess.

14. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning?
drinking a glass of water then PUPPIII hahahhaha

15. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to?
KOC

16. FIRST tattoo?
no permanent tattoo. but first temporary tattoo was butterfly behind my neck.

17. First piercing?
Ears and was very painfull

18. First foreign country you ever went to?
Ausie

19. FIRST movie you remember seeing in the theater?
BABY's day OUT!! Oh gosh I miss this movie! I saw it with my bro and mom :)

20. FIRST Detention you had
lari keliling lapangan krn telat masuk skolah.

21. What was the first state you lived in?
jakarta jakarta DKI jakarta

22. Who was your FIRST roommate?
no roomies but i have housemates.

23. If you had one wish. What would it be?
Live in US with beloved one. AMIEN.

24. What is something you would learn if you had the chance?
ballet. I miss it. alot!

25. Who do you think will be the next person to post this?
anyone who read this.very obvious.

Seasonal Fellas

I opened my fs account. scrolled down to the old testimonials. saw various messages from my friends.

pathetic indeed. Just very few of them are still keeping in touch with me. Others, well I dont know where they are.

funny thing, I found some messages from the non special friends, told they were missed me and said 'how are you doing' but in the end they only planned to increase the number of their testimonies. Like they were competing in 'Who has the most testimonials in social network'

Well for those seasonal fellas I just want to say, 'F*ck you, dear. I don't care or precisely I won't care about you anymore. I'm so tired and I have a lot things to do. Don't you guys disturb me by giving me not-so-important message!'

JUST GO TO HELL

Bring Back The Holiday Memories 1

I took these photos during summer break 2008. Oh gosh I miss holiday (and the people)
model: Anggita and Chikita

MAMA.MOMMY.MAMI.

mommy is coming to town.

mommy is bringing some stuffs from home.
mommy is checking up her eyes.
mommy is buying her medicines.
mommy is having lunch.
mommy is walking down the orchard rd.
mommy is giving extra money.
mommy is going around by Mercedes taxi.
mommy is taking a rest at bukit merah for a while.
mommy is eating at ajisen ramen.
mommy is saying 'I love you and gonna miss you'.

now, mommy is leaving the town.

here I am. End up being A.L.O.N.E A.G.A.I.N.