Saturday, February 28, 2009

Orang Tua

Di saat aku tua, bukan lagi diriku yang dulu,
maklumilah diriku, bersabarlah dalam menghadapiku

Di saat aku menumpahkan kuah sayuran di bajuku,
di saat aku tidak lagi mengingat cara mengikat tali sepatu,
Ingatlah saat-saat bagaimana aku mengajarimu, membimbingmu untuk melakukannya

Di saat aku dengan pikun nya mengulang terus-menerus ucapan yang membosankan mu,
Bersabarlah mendengarkanku, jangan memotong ucapanku,
Di masa kecilmu, aku harus mengulang dan mengulang terus sebuah cerita yang
telah kuceritakan ratusan kali sehingga dirimu terbuai dalam mimpi

Di saat aku membutuhkanmu untuk memandikanku,
Janganlah menyalahkanku. .
Ingatkah di masa kecilmu, bagaimana aku dengan berbagai cara membujukmu untuk mandi?

Di saat aku kebingungan menghadapi hal-hal baru dan teknologi modern,
Tolong jangan tertawai aku...
Renungkanlah bagaimana aku dengan sabarnya menjawab setiap "mengapa" yang kau ajukan saat itu

Di saat kedua kakiku terlalu lemah untuk berjalan,
Ulurkanlah tanganmu yang muda dan kuat untuk memapahku,
bagaikan dimasa kecilmu, aku menuntunmu melangkahkan kaki untuk belajar berjalan

Di saat aku melupakan topik pembicaraan kita,
berilah sedikit waktu padaku utnuk mengingatnya.
Sebenarnya, topik pembicaraan bukanlah hal yang penting bagiku,
asalkan engkau berada di sisiku untuk mendengarkanku,
aku telah bahagia..

Di saat engkau melihat diriku menua, janganlah bersedih.
Maklumilah diriku, dukunglah aku, seperti aku terhadapmu ketika engkau mulai belajar tentang kehidupan...

Monday, February 23, 2009

No Longer a High School Girl

I'm proud to be myself :)

Sunday, February 22, 2009


I'm so clumsy and stupid. I wrote the wrong schedule. I wrote PBF instead of POA. HOW COME???


Now I don't have enough time to chase all the subject. To study all materials given. (mati gw!)


Reality hurts (2)

Don't spend time beating on a wall,
hoping to transform it into a door.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

The Meaning

what a depressing word, but it's all about taste.
If you are cheap, nothing helps.

Friday, February 20, 2009

At New York Fashion Week 2009

Little J. Taylor Momsen

My adorable girls : Lindsay Price and Jessica Szohr

McQueen for Target

Expect More. Pay Less

Available on and at selected stores.
March 4- April 14 2009


Thursday, February 19, 2009

Reality hurts

Therefore I want to be a GREAT WOMAN

Friday, February 13, 2009

Pathētikos. Deleted Contact

No phone ringing
No one calling.

No message in inbox
No one sending.

No respond on the wall.
No one writing.

Angel could kill Demon. But Demon is tough enough. In fact Demon never dies. And never mistaken. Demon always follows her. Whenever she goes. Whatever she does.

Angel probably misses the King. The King of Eden. The King of Broadway. The King of calfskin sofa. But King doesn't know. doesn't care. King is busy; minds his own life.

Angel keep saying about the Deleted Contact. Which Demon knows what is it. But others don't know. don't care. Others are busy; mind their private life.

The King was perfect and Angel will not forget it.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Little Pictures

Little Pictures is an electronic duo from New Zealand, consists of Johanna Calvi-Freeman and Mark Turner as its members. They released their first album, Owl+Owl, on July 2008. My recommended song called This House Can Fit Us All has a really unique video clip. As a new duo, they have a great taste of music, make a different kind of sensation in electronic pop music.

After all I just want to say 'PLEASE COME TO SINGAPORE!!!'

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Sunday, February 1, 2009

25 random things about ME

  1. I am clumsy. I broke my housemate's mug. JUST NOW!
  2. I hate campus. My campus. I hate the idea of FINAL EXAM. I hate the system. Please don't judge my whole year battle on those subjects within 2-3 hours paper test!
  3. I always want to go to Europe or UK at least. And keep praying to God if I could pursue my Portobello's Project
  4. Give me 'Just After Sunset' book pleaseeee. Still on its discount price (SGD 35) at Borders
  5. I hate my roomies. ALL OF THEM!
  6. For next Jakarta's destinations: Loewy, Rustique, Shy, Esina, Moonlight, Moya, Cassis, Decanter, Awfully chocolate... what else?
  7. Ok, just now my family agreed with my decision to go to US for summer job. YIPPIE! US HERE I COMEEE!!!
  8. I still have my assignment behind. 0% mood for finishing it. so I ended up writing this blog. hahahaha
  9. I miss my summer 2008. summer vacation. summer people. especially my heartless summer FLING
  10. I love doing the JANE FONDA ABS NEW WORKOUT to get a nice firm and flat tummy.
  11. I don't know why nowadays people are getting CUPCAKES FEVER. Sometimes I'm thinking to make one.
  12. I'm still looking for sebamed 24h care deodorant. It's alcohol free and suitable for use after shaving underarm hair. Anyone who knows where I can find it PLEASE TELL ME!! Thank You!
  13. I won't forget 3 magical words : THANK YOU, PLEASE, and SORRY.
  14. I'm on my BANANA DIET now.
  15. I love my sweet bukit merah view. do not let me go from here.
  16. I still have 1 bottle of sparkling wine in my room. would you like to join me in enjoying a glass of zibibbo by brown brothers??
  17. I need new wristwatch. In silver.
  18. I will choose TATLER rather than NYLON.
  19. I envy my brother. He's getting new mac book and blckberry. FUCK FUCK FUCKKK!
  20. I'm using oxy 10 now. It's maximum strength acne-pimple medication.
  21. I promise I will not waste my money on shopping. GARMENT shopping. (amen!) *finger crossed*
  22. why must change the ezlink card??? can not be minus?? hate the rules LORRRRR!
  23. No regret buying my yellow sorbet color cardigan. It's time for SPRING WITH SORBET. pale and pretty pastels.
  24. I'm officially reading Paulo Coelho 'The Witch of Portobello' >>>>super EXCITED!
  25. Finally last number! I'm taking pills. *vitamin C and E*



Yesterday I went to Flea Fly Flo Fun at Home Club, River Valley, Singapore. Two of my friends were opening 3 stalls in order to sell their old stuff. So far, as my eyes could see, their stalls were the tidiest, the most attractive and probably they had the most fashionable stuff. Jessica sold her old tops dresses and bags. Mba Icha sold her nudie jeans and ksubi!Unfortunately I did not get anything from the flea market (maybe because I was running out of money, thus I did not have any mood for shopping). Nike got 2 nice tops at SGD 8 for each and a vintage square bag for only SGD 7.
Well The Zouk Flea Market will be held next week and I can't wait to see what will be going on there!!!

Ms. Ninung, Ms. Jessica Sutanto, Ms. Stella Febrina, Ms. Prisca Trisendy, Mr. Daud Gultom, Ms. Rummana Yamanie

Ms. Adeline and Ms Jessica Sutanto

Ms. Nike Mutiara, Ms.Gastronomia :), Ms. Flafiana Winardo

Just want to say 'CHILL OUT, ROOMIE!'

hello. look your self on the mirror

ARE YOU 12??

just go to hell roomie