1st

1.Who was your FIRST prom date?
everyone knows it

2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love?
nope

3. What was your 1st alcoholic drink?
rrrrr.. beer I guess. when I was 4th grade.

4. What was your FIRST job?
selling cupcakes at school bazaar. (really proud of it)

5. What was your FIRST car?
I'm not wealthy enough to buy a car

6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today?
sandra

7. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning?
mommy

8. Who was your FIRST grade teacher?
I forgot.

9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?
maybe Bangka Island. well i dont know. ask my dad for accurate answer.

10. Who was your FIRST best friend & do you still talk?
Aravinda Devi. nope. but I know she's currently in Ausie.

11. Where was your FIRST sleepover?
at Marsha's

12. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today?
Daud, he just called me.

13. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time?
forgot, auntie amelya i guess.

14. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning?
drinking a glass of water then PUPPIII hahahhaha

15. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to?
KOC

16. FIRST tattoo?
no permanent tattoo. but first temporary tattoo was butterfly behind my neck.

17. First piercing?
Ears and was very painfull

18. First foreign country you ever went to?
Ausie

19. FIRST movie you remember seeing in the theater?
BABY's day OUT!! Oh gosh I miss this movie! I saw it with my bro and mom :)

20. FIRST Detention you had
lari keliling lapangan krn telat masuk skolah.

21. What was the first state you lived in?
jakarta jakarta DKI jakarta

22. Who was your FIRST roommate?
no roomies but i have housemates.

23. If you had one wish. What would it be?
Live in US with beloved one. AMIEN.

24. What is something you would learn if you had the chance?
ballet. I miss it. alot!

25. Who do you think will be the next person to post this?
anyone who read this.very obvious.

Seasonal Fellas

I opened my fs account. scrolled down to the old testimonials. saw various messages from my friends.

pathetic indeed. Just very few of them are still keeping in touch with me. Others, well I dont know where they are.

funny thing, I found some messages from the non special friends, told they were missed me and said 'how are you doing' but in the end they only planned to increase the number of their testimonies. Like they were competing in 'Who has the most testimonials in social network'

Well for those seasonal fellas I just want to say, 'F*ck you, dear. I don't care or precisely I won't care about you anymore. I'm so tired and I have a lot things to do. Don't you guys disturb me by giving me not-so-important message!'

JUST GO TO HELL

Bring Back The Holiday Memories 1

I took these photos during summer break 2008. Oh gosh I miss holiday (and the people)
model: Anggita and Chikita

MAMA.MOMMY.MAMI.

mommy is coming to town.

mommy is bringing some stuffs from home.
mommy is checking up her eyes.
mommy is buying her medicines.
mommy is having lunch.
mommy is walking down the orchard rd.
mommy is giving extra money.
mommy is going around by Mercedes taxi.
mommy is taking a rest at bukit merah for a while.
mommy is eating at ajisen ramen.
mommy is saying 'I love you and gonna miss you'.

now, mommy is leaving the town.

here I am. End up being A.L.O.N.E A.G.A.I.N.

Orang Tua

Di saat aku tua, bukan lagi diriku yang dulu,
maklumilah diriku, bersabarlah dalam menghadapiku

Di saat aku menumpahkan kuah sayuran di bajuku,
di saat aku tidak lagi mengingat cara mengikat tali sepatu,
Ingatlah saat-saat bagaimana aku mengajarimu, membimbingmu untuk melakukannya

Di saat aku dengan pikun nya mengulang terus-menerus ucapan yang membosankan mu,
Bersabarlah mendengarkanku, jangan memotong ucapanku,
Di masa kecilmu, aku harus mengulang dan mengulang terus sebuah cerita yang
telah kuceritakan ratusan kali sehingga dirimu terbuai dalam mimpi

Di saat aku membutuhkanmu untuk memandikanku,
Janganlah menyalahkanku. .
Ingatkah di masa kecilmu, bagaimana aku dengan berbagai cara membujukmu untuk mandi?

Di saat aku kebingungan menghadapi hal-hal baru dan teknologi modern,
Tolong jangan tertawai aku...
Renungkanlah bagaimana aku dengan sabarnya menjawab setiap "mengapa" yang kau ajukan saat itu

Di saat kedua kakiku terlalu lemah untuk berjalan,
Ulurkanlah tanganmu yang muda dan kuat untuk memapahku,
bagaikan dimasa kecilmu, aku menuntunmu melangkahkan kaki untuk belajar berjalan

Di saat aku melupakan topik pembicaraan kita,
berilah sedikit waktu padaku utnuk mengingatnya.
Sebenarnya, topik pembicaraan bukanlah hal yang penting bagiku,
asalkan engkau berada di sisiku untuk mendengarkanku,
aku telah bahagia..

Di saat engkau melihat diriku menua, janganlah bersedih.
Maklumilah diriku, dukunglah aku, seperti aku terhadapmu ketika engkau mulai belajar tentang kehidupan...

No Longer a High School Girl

I'm proud to be myself :)
yeay!